Why we should never compare losses
I still remember how the death of Averie was treated so casually by the horrible girl at the mall only a few months after we had lost her. This girls exact words “Oh yeah I have 3”. You can read that full story here.
I’m going to go about this topic very carefully because I know it can be sensitive to a lot of women. So try not to read between the lines or take offense because all of this comes from a good place.
There is a saying in the loss community that a “loss is a loss”. Basically that across the board, regardless of how far along you were when you lost your baby, it’s all the same.
I’m writing this today to say that’s completely untrue. It’s true that if you lost your baby at 5 weeks it’s a loss, or if you lost your baby at 20 weeks it’s a loss and if your child passed at full term. But they are not all one in the same.
To me no loss should be minimized period. I think that’s where the phrase “a loss is a loss” has come from. To many women trying to fight for their right to grieve.
With each loss comes grief but different with circumstance and it varies with each person.
When a women miscarries early and doesn’t know the gender, she may hurt because she never knew what that little soul could have been. She may hurt from the loneliness because what was real to her never was real to anyone else because that baby was never born.
We that lost our babies close or full term hurt because we held our sweet babies, took in their little faces only to go home with empty arms. Pictures of them all over our homes, their clothes still hanging in the closet.
Since being a part of the loss community I’ve witnessed a lot of “comparing” which usually ends in upset or people getting offended. I once saw a women ask if there was a specific group for just 3rd trimester losses in a group opened for any type of loss, and a bunch of women that hadn’t had a 3rd trimester loss jumped down her throat. They didn’t understand why she wanted to be a part of another group.
I think the women getting offended were assuming she thought their losses were less significant because they didn’t happen in the 3rd trimester. I don’t think in any way that is why the Mother wanted to be in a different group. Depending on our losses we relate to others differently.
I will never tell a Mother that has had a miscarriage that I know how she feels because I’ve lost a daughter at 33 weeks. As I would expect they would never do the same to me.
I hurt for the women that have felt like their losses have been minimized. And as society changes I think so will people’s opinions about miscarriage and baby loss.
But until then let’s, not compare our losses. I think saying “a loss is a loss” opens the door to that and that’s usually when the claws come out. Let’s just love each other and support one another through our grief because the simple fact is we are all hurting. No more “I know what you’ve been through” just a “I’m sorry for your loss I’ve experienced a loss too.”
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